Another poem.  This one is by Kelsey.  There are parts that are not easy to understand, but it's special to Kelsey.  We think it's incredibly moving. 

The Things I Can’t Always Say

While I speak to you now,

My words seem to be trapped inside.

I don’t know how,

But if I say it I’ll lose my pride.

It’s like a hand has smashed into me,

Stolen my words.

So I can’t speak, but can see,

And it seems to occur.

If I was a pen I could jot it all down,

Just look at me.

You could smile or frown,

Now I can see, we’re not meant to be.

I feel like that raincloud,

On your summers day.

I don’t know if I’m allowed,

To let my mind speak in its own ways.

You seem to be the good one,

I seem to be bad.

I’m just a con,

The worst you’ve had.

If we never-end,

Be a diamond in the sun.

You were my best friend,

But our love’s just begun.

I can’t say goodbye,

Don’t leave me I plead.

When you walk away I die,

Lying on the floor while I bleed.

Its just  those things that I can’t always say,

I try and try.

But they’re in my way,

Until I die.

You need to know you’re my special thing,

Perfect in every way.

I’m a queen who needs her king,

Do you get what I say?